It’s year two without you.. I cant believe we’ve managed to come this far. The wounds still feel fresh and new ones appeared where we somewhat expected it. 

Ive gotten engaged and then married and moved to a new city. Got a new job and quit and now I’m pregnant with your grandchild! Back at home once again. 

So much has changed – physically and emotionally. I feel estranged from her. It’s funny how we can’t seem to meet like we used to. She feels like a stranger. She feels lost and alone. And we just can’t seem to build those bridges across to her. Every new one collapses with small uncertainties. Every attempt is hindered by small arguments.

How I wish things could rewind to the way they were!